finally the show is getting over

Now since everybody is leaving the college I am getting very emotional with each day passing by. The thing which I most regret is the words I never spoke and the action which I never took. Just the thought that I am not going to see their faces for at least almost a year creates emptiness in my mind. When I go to gym, I now take 2 hours to complete the workout because after each exercise the flashback runs into my mind and takes me to the journey from the begining to the end in which I collect all the memories of time I spent with my friends. But this is life, people come , they fill our life with different shades of colours and when the time comes they leave and leave behind the colors on the canvas of our life. We see these colors and think that it could have been more colorful if we had tried little harder. I think that there were several people in our college with whom I never spoke a word, but when I saw them leaving, my mind was forcing me to got to them and talk to them atleast once. Today Sachin and Saumya went. The whole evening I was thinking to do everything they ask me to do for them. At some point of time I might have ignored them or had not done something which they had wished me to do for them or something else which they might had expected from me and I had fallen short of their expectations. I wish I could go back in time and do everything right. I also thought of throwing some small party for them, but these kind of thoughts just come and stay inside the mind. This is one of my weaknesses that I donot act quickly on my thoughts.It is very easy to commit that we will meet again and we will do this and that, but fate and destiny are stronger than human wishes and I strongly believe in that. I don't know whatever I am writing is right or wrong , maybe some days later it could mean very silly to me, but this is what I m thinking right now.